At around 6pm , my dad's side cousin came over my house for a sumptuous dinner , The picture depicts a little girl with the name ' Xin Yi ' and obviously she's my cousin ! She's the girl that mess all my soft toy and leave my camera , phone and all sorts of things around the house ! But she's cute ^.^
Though it was a sumptuous dinner , but i didn't really eats a lot , as you know i'm very good in eating . But my mouth is just not being kind enough to me . Haha . Lol .
And yeah ... Dear willy , this picture above is for you ! ^_^ Hahaha , I'm not trying to be sarcastic but i really hope he do well in his academics . See so kind of me , yet he always doesn't appreciate me !
So it's painting time , we did stupid stuffs . But we didn't spoil the model okay , unfortunately i didn't manage to take any pictures of it due to my laziness . Hehe .
& I have something to add about her , her Chinese chengyu was so ' awesome ' till the extend where it made me laugh like a mad woman like how i always did :P
You guys must be wondering who are the two ' Aunties ' yeah , the one standing is my MOM and sitting on the chair is my aunt . Though there looks like auntie , but i swear they are nice mama . Although i always whinge that my mom is such a bad mom and so on , but after all she really love me ! Before i was born , My dad has an affair outside . So my mom say she wanna abort me since there isn't any point to give birth to me . But she doesn't feel right to go for an abortion as it was a life , so she swallowed the unhappiness , hatred , and disappointment and this affair lasted REAL LONG . Like till my age of 10 okay -__- . So when i was in hostel , my mom didn't give up on me , after her work every sunday she will bring tidbits , pizza and all sorts of thing to visit me just for that one hour ..... AND THAT'S WHAT MAKES ME TODAY . LOL . Let's go back to reality , basically my mom is giving my aunt this pan called ' Happycall ' It's a very awesome pan ! And my aunts wants to pay my mom but my mom doesn't want the money so they lead into a small argument ......
I went to meet willy after my dinner , i wanted to grab a bite but nothing in sight caught my eye so i sat there and finished my drink (: We went to ntuc to get my chocolate and he sent me home . Had a nice chat with him though there was awkward silence as usual but something funny is that i spread my madness / stupid / dumb / lame disease to him ! And i suppose he's now at changi air port and he left his home at home because it battery is dead /:
Last but not least , how can i forget my dear friend steffi ?(: HAHA . i use to tell her this as well so i guess she was doing it in return ? But i called her instead of texting as you know i'm a lazy texter so if i would to text you 24/7 you must be so freaking special .
And i got to admit that i have this absurd attitude of not giving up on anything that my heart knows it has great significance , no matter how bad the situation is . I am a very stubborn and selfish to hold on to something that is already gone or going to be gone . Even though i know it is meaningless to constantly salvage something that is not worth it anymore , I will still try . Therefore , i conclude that i'm not a good lover or a good fighter but i will always fight for things i love , and that's how i love . And after what happen in my past relationship i have learned that things often don't go the way we want and some people might came into our life is to teach us of how to let go people , in fact i even thank those guys and bitchy friends who pulled me down . So dear readers , i can't say i'm perfect but than again i know how you guys have been through but i really hope that you wont be as stubborn as me because at the end of the day you will only be the one that is losing out , forget the girl or guy that basically forgot bout you . I know it's ultra hard but then again the beginning is always hard so please stay strong <3 Alright i got to go to bed soon as there's lion dance training and tuition in 7 hours time ): Bye guys !
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